I have to do it.....

I have taken 30 minutes to myself to write in my blog this morning. (I think I need to write in it more often).
I had such a crappy week last week and I needed to get so much stuff done. My body suffers so bad from the pre-period stage, that is beyond a joke. So bad that I have to ring the doctor to book myself in to see a specialist. I am so upset, it is causing me so much emotional pain. It is so severe that it limits my ability to function normally. This happens a week - two weeks before my period is due. (which is like half the month, half the year and half my life). *I need to stop making excuses and go and do it* It's such a shame thing for me, I know it's not my fault but I hate seeing doctors. I think I hate the whole sick, venerable state. I am such a bugger like that.

It feels good to be able to express my feelings here abit, esp to a band of women.